AUSTRALIA...

 Some pictures from my vacay in Australia last February..
Will upload some more....

Going into SeaWorld...Gold Coast

 I'm the princess of Surfers' Paradise

 Ripleys...Fun!

 Yayyy...MovieWorld!!

Stunt show...MovieWorld

Kangaroo and I...Lone Pine, Brisbane

More to come...hold onnnnn.........

A.U.S.T.R.A.L.I.A

Hello... Greetings from Sydney, Australia. This is my last few days here. Had a great time. Love it!!

2012

I wish all of you a Happy, Prosperous, Blessed New Year!!! InsyaAllah...Amin :)

Lukisan Alam

Subhanallah...cantik kan. Macam boleh buat poskad pulak. Kalau pandai cuba teka kat mana?

My little princess!!!

Princess Sarah

Oh i miss my niece, Sarah so much. We had a really good time last week, but already returned home while i was in PD for a course. Huhuhu...I miss her so much. We talked, played, prayed n sang together. It was a really fun time together. She was so cute n 'manja' with me. Because the mastermind of disaster, her big brother was not around hahaha...Oh Sarah...Makngah misses u soooo much! Come back so we can have our little chit chat time n sing song time, i miss when u kiss my cheek, when u acting like putting henna on my nails, when we holding hands together while shopping...Oh!!!Come back!Come back! Hehehe...

This was last year, she was small n sooooo adorable!

Kisah Ikan

Petang tadi hujan lebat, sebenarnya dah 2 hari hujan yg lebat sangat2 time nak balik kerja. Jadi hari ni cepat2 cabut n balik rumah. Stress duk lama2 kat pulau tu huhu...

So i went home, sat in front of tv and browse the info of each channel. I saw TV2 'Pasta'. Mcm menarik je cite ni. Paling aku tertarik  tentang 1 scene dari drama 'Pasta' tu laa...ni kisah masak memasak laa. Towards the end of today's episode, ada scene sorang chef kejar pekerja ja. Apparently, the worker (girl) likes her chef laa (handsome!). Dialog yg menarik perhatian aku sgt2...and sgt comel dan penuh kiasan. Aku tak pernah dgr lagi dialog gini dlm citer Melayu. Aku try cerita balik ek.

Perempuan: Saya ni ikan yang kamu pilih, kamu dah letakkan dalam papan pemotong, kamu mesti masak ia. Kenapa perlu ikan lain??

Lelaki: Kamu bukan ikan yang baru ditangkap, kamu tidak segar lagi. Kalau dicuci bersih2, tiada apa lagi yang tinggal. Hanya sedikit isi dan tulang.

Perempuan: Tidak, saya masih ikan kamu, jika kamu buang saya dari papan pemotongmu, tempat saya seterusnya hanyalah tong sampah. Sob sob sob....

Ayat seterusnya aku tak ingat dah..tapi aku rasa sangat comel laa skrip dia...kan kan kan...

Day 5

Yayyy....i survived 2 days off-rice!But today, i broke the rule, i ate rice...but..but but....3 spoons only!enough laa...and i went for jogging also!only 7 minutes, the rest i just walking around. Too bad they closed the stadium for a bunch of people whose playing football :((...huhu...whyyy???it is supposed to be public stadium...huhu...

Day 3

2 days without rice! and i feel good...no starvation, hallucination hehehe...I feel good...But i still don't have time to exercise...will try harder tomorrow!!!
By the way, i was having a bad day today at work. All i want to do is just escape but i just can't. Hate it!

Day 2

It was raining this morning, and after Subuh prayer, it seemed like being wrapped by my blanket further more exciting than going to work out. It was raining anyway, how am I going to go out (excuse excuse!)
I'll try harder tomorror!

Good morninggggg....

It's been like a gazillion years since i last went to gym or doing any physical activities...:(
Been busy lately, or should i just admit it...LAZY!!!Whoaaa...
OK OK OK...so i decided to start all over again.FYI, i have terminated my gym membership...sob sob...why???because i think it was just a waste of money. I would go like 2-3 times per week, aroud 30-45mins per session then i'll be rushing going home to avoid massive traffic jam and missed my maghrib prayer!
And then came along fasting month (nobody says u cannot work out while u are fasting, i made it up i admit!), then rather then not going to the gym at all for the whole month of August, i just cut the membership!Done!With all the festive season (cookies,,cookies,,,and cakessssss), open houses and my new hobby of finding a good place to eat, the weight gain was just unstoppable. Not just that, i realize my face is getting rounder and rounder that my eyes and nose becoming smaller...and whenever i smile, i can see part of my chin!SCARY!!!Oh, and now i never missed my dinner!!!Horrible!!!!!!!!And i took rice!The whole plate!!

Hmm...So, last week i went to seek for a gym nearby my house but unfortunately it was full (what theeeee.............). So i did what i did best before, go to a sports complex!Just take a brisk walk, step on staircase, feeling the fresh air, eyeing at people...And those were really...make me happy!I will consider that as a pilot episode...not an episode 1...as it was not seriously done!

Then i get this idea, why don't i record all my activities in my blog for my future reference. And maybe U can share the idea with me on how to vary my activities. Maybe we can do this together, it cost a lottttttttt of determination to do this alone. By the way, i forgot to mention on how much weight i gained after 3 months of living a "healthy" lifestyle! 1 scale gave me +3kg, the other scale (claim to be just calibrated) gave me +5kg....~faint~~~~...

This morning, what i did was...
1. Warming up and stretching for 5 mins
2. Fast walking 5 laps (1 lap=400m)
3. Step on staircase 10x (1x=22 steps)
4. Stand and sit on stadium chair (80 chairs)
5. Cooling down for 5 mins

The whole series took me 55mins.

Any suggestion for improvements????? I'll update for my next session of working out!Wish me luck!!!

It's my BIRTHDAY y'alll!!!!

Alhamdulillah...20092011..my last birthday in my 20's...huwaaaaaaaaaa.....
Takpe, a year older should be a year wiser kan!Another year to go before hit 30 and achieve all my dreams...insyaAllah...kena kerja keras lagi ni...terima kasih pada semua yang wish.
Alhamdulillah...terima kasih ya Allah kerana beri hambaMu ini peluang untuk bernafas di muka bumi ni. Semoga sentiasa berada dalam rahmatMu dan dikurniakan keimanan yang teguh. Amin!

Mengimbau kenangan

Malam ni aku naik keretapi buat pertama kalinya dalam 20 tahun (atau lebih). Ramai yang tertanya-tanya apesal laa minah ni nak naik keretapi. Dia kan dah declare diri dia frequent flyer. Hehe...yes...aku tak naik bas...takut!huhu...Sebenarnya pengalaman naik keretapi ni aku ingat tak ingat jugak laa.Dah lama kan. Dulu2 naik dgn arwah maktok n tok ayah aku (my late grandparents), rajin laa bawak cucu2 naik keretapi pergi rumah anak2 di KL. Pengalaman atas keretapi aku tak ingat, tapi aku ingat pengalaman masa tunggu keretapi. Ada sorang kakak datang cubit pipi aku yg gemok time tu n bagi gula2...hahaha....yang tuuuuu...aku ingat!
Malam ni aku ambil bedding punya, katil bawah. Yang 2nd class je...1st class mahal sangat! Depan aku ada sorang amoi Jepun yg cun dgn mak dia. Cool giler travel berdua je dgn mak dia. Oh tidak...aku tak borak dgn dia. Aku overheard (n kepochi gak) dia cakap dgn sorang mamat soleh yg sombong terhadap aku!hehe...Kat luar dah gelap.Masuk hutan mana dah ni aku pun tak pasti. Tapi broadband signal masih biru!!hehe...belum 1 jam pun lagi aku dah rasa mual2 ni...ada 7 jam lebih lagiiiii....OK...till then!!

1 RAMADHAN 1432H

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan tiba lagi, Moga kita semua sentiasa berada dalam limpah rahmatNya, dilapangkan dada, dimudahkan menjalani ibadah di bulan mulia ini.

InsyaAllah.

Hidupku...

Sudah lama aku tak update blog ni, dibiarkan sepi tanpa berita. Banyak perkara yang dah terjadi dan aku lakukan sepanjang masa ni (tentulah kan..hidup mesti diteruskan walaupun tak tulis dalam blog!ahaks)

OK, impian aku nak ke New Zealand dah tercapai...terima kasih kepada ipah & aini...roq juga sebab turut serta menggembirakan kembara kami hehe..pada mak ayah aku juga sebab izinkan aku pergi dan kawan2 sekerja yang cover aku sepanjang 2 minggu aku cuti. Seronok gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...Subhanallah..bumi NZ sangat indah dan tenang.Aku jatuh cinta dengan bumi Allah di sana, dengan orang-orangnya yang...sangat2 baik...mengubah persepsi aku tentang kehidupan..memberi aku inspirasi untuk jadi bersopan santun macam orang NZ.Maaf, overexcited sebab ni pertama kali aku keluar dari kepompong kot. Culture shock but in a good way! Sebelum ni negara luar yang aku pernah pergi cuma, Brunei, Bandung & Phuket yang mana cara hidup & budaya yang tak jauh dari Malaysia. Tapi aku memang akui orang2 di Bandung lebih sopan & hormat orang berbanding orang kat Penang...~~sigh~~

Oh, aku ada buat travelog sepanjang aku kat NZ, sbb aku nak abadikan kenangan aku kat sana selama-lamanya, tak tau bila lagi nak sampai sana kan. Aku memang niat nak post dalam blog ni, tapi takda kerajinan laa pulak huhu...Nantilah bila datang angin rajin, akan ku post kat sini. Dan dalam 1 bulan lepas aku balik sini, Christchurch dilanda gempa bumi yang kuat. Alhamdulillah, kami selamat. Tak terbayang, agaknya kedai DF yang aku beli souvenir kat Chc masih ada atau tak, moga semuanya selamat di sana.

2 minggu lepas aku kembali, adik aku pula bertunang. Ada yang tanya aku soalan yang aku rasa bukan 'cepumas' lagi dah sebab aku memang dah jangka soalan tu akan ditanya. Jawapan aku?? Macam2 jawapan aku bagi, jawapan2 standard yang tak payah aku tulis kat sini. Tapi jawapan dalam hati aku, aku pun tak punya jawapan. Aku cuba untuk cari kebahagiaan dalam hidup aku dan bak kata seorang teman, tak semestinya kebahagiaan tu akan datang dengan sebuah ikatan perkahwinan. Tapi doa aku tak pernah putus, every single day! Ada yang suruh aku banyak2 bersabar...OMG..kenapa pulak??aku bukan menangis meraung pun masa majlis pertunangan tu...relakslah..dapat cincin emas lagiii...hahhaha...suke laaa!!!Apapun, adik aku akan melangsungkan perkahwinan tak lama lagi dan aku harap semuanya akan berjalan lancar dan menempuh hidup berumahtangga yang harmoni dan diredhai..amin! Dan aku akan bersedia dengan soalan "Adik sudah, kakak bila lagi??"..Hmm..tanyalah..tanya..silakan..mana tau ada yang berkenan nak buat menantu ke..haha..

Kerja? Aku menanggung tugas seorang pegawai yang cuti bersalin 3 bulan jadi sejak aku balik bercuti dari NZ aku memang tak cuti lagi. Rasa macam nak lari bercuti je bila dia naik kerja balik. Kerja kadang2 jadi sangat stressful, kadang2 rasa nak buat sesuatu yang gila..macam berhenti kerja dan buat sesuatu yang totally crazy! But sad to say, i don't know whether i have the courage to quit my job or not...haha..Tapi kadang2 rasa enjoy dengan kerja aku sebab aku jumpa manusia from all walks of life. Rasa puas hati bila dapat membantu patients ni semua. Tapi kadang2 juga, I feel bad sebab naik angin dengan patient, tapi aku hanya manusia and I can't deal with stress very well..huhu...

Sebenarnya aku adalah penulis diari yang tegar sejak zaman sekolah, tapi sejak pindah ke PGH hidup jadi sibuk dan penat jadi diari dah berkubur dengan tarikh terakhir 2008. I keep all my emotions in my heart. Blog juga boleh jadi seperti diari tapi sebab akan ada orang lain yang membaca (walaupun aku tak pasti ada yang membaca atau tak sebab takde siapa yang komen apa2), jadi aku tak bolehla nak luahkan semua kat sini. I really miss my diary, i donno where i kept it..huhu...

Ok,,,till then...

p/s: Comment please, so i know you are reading, it'll keep me motivated! Thanks!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK, AYAH!!!

Dear friends,

today is my mak's birthday! Her 65th. I wish she will always be blessed by Allah and always forever in good health so that she can always be around us..amin.

And Happy Belated 59th birthday to my Ayah too!!His birthday was on 24th march 1952.

Mom, I wish you a very Happy Birthday

Hope you'll have a great day today

If I can have my say

I'll make you the happiest mother everyday

But alas, all I can do is pray

That God looks after you in His own way

As for your special day today

I wish in good health and spirit you'll stay

Ever since my life began,
I realized that "You da man!"
I saw your wisdom, your courage too,
And I learned I could rely on you.

Your tolerant nature was really great;
Nevertheless, you'd not hesitate
To let me know when I'd been bad;
It must have been hard, but that's being a dad.

You're strong and smart and filled with love--
A gift to me from up above,
So here's a greeting from your biggest fan:
Happy Birthday, Dad, 'cause "You da man!"

I LOVE U BOTH, I DO, I REALLY DO!!

Before i turn 30, i want to ......

Been miserable these few months due to something that aren't going according to what i had wished it would be..hmm..the mourn n denial phase are gone, so i'm back with a good energy *wink*...past is past, tomorrow is always a new day to look ahead and i will enjoy today like it's a gift as we are still given the chance to live it (wow...never thought i would sound so positive...i like the new me)..i love the way some of the people that i know whose always put things or turn everything into a positive way...envy them!!

I always have these things in my mind..what i want to do, what i want to be. So now i want to list down few important things that i want to do/have before i turn 30, which is going to be in less than 2 years...(yes..when i say turn 30, it's not 01/01/2011 but on 20/09/2011)

Before I turn 30, I want to...

1. Go to Mekah

Maybe it's impossible to go for Haji as I have to take few years for my turn and i haven't registered for it yet. But i really hope i can go for Umrah. Seeing people going there and plus my parents are going there for Haji this year makes me really really really want to visit this Holy land...InsyaAllah...and this is...the top of my list!

2. Build a family

Who doesn't???I really love to be surrounded by a big family and i do hope that i will meet a husband who also has a big family and love to have one too...never miss a prayer for a jodoh every single day :)...this wish share the same top place with the former.

3. Get a promotion

As a government servant, this is out of my hand. All i can do is, pray for it. Amin.

4. Own a house

My dream house would be a house made from woods. Very calm and soothing. Maybe too early to get a dream house at the age of 30, so i would just hunting for a simple house for me to rent out. As an asset for me. Still looking for the location and price, still thinking and thinking and thinking. How i wish money can fall from the sky huhuhuhuhu

5. Change my car

I love my kelisa very much, she's been with me for almost 5 years. She never gave me major problem, but i just want to upgrade to a bigger car. My plan was to have a new car by 28 and get 8228 for the reg number. 82 for the year i was born and 28 for the age i am. May be not my rezeki yet. Nevermind, will give extra effort for that.

That's all for now. Apart from that, i really want to have a good life, be a good muslimah and a good daughter and a good friend.

The truth is hurting!

Sometimes, i rather not knowing than know but then it hurts me! But i'm just a normal person who full with curiosity. I know we can't trust everything on the net, but sometimes that is what we hold to. A fragile info. I am hurt. Really really hurt. But sometimes i thought, maybe that's the answer to my prayer. Allah know what is the best for me. And i'm glad that i know the truth in Ramadhan, so that i can face this thing calmly. With tears of course, but very calm. Very rational, not emotional. Will try very hard to get rid of this thing out of my head. Sometimes i think i want to shut down my FB, because too many info on people's happiness are killing me. I don't want to know.

Kenapa ALLAH temukan kita dengan org y salah ♥

Sekadar perkongsian, selain satu motivasi utk saya dan kawan2 yg senasib dgn saya...

I know it really hurt to be alone when all the people around you are happy with their soulmate and show it. It hurt when u just want to get to know someone and find out he's not the right person. It hurt when someone told u he loves u, then he walked away from u. It hurt if u found out someone u like belongs to someone else. It hurt when u know someone who u think likes u and turned out that he's just not that into u. This is maybe not the cure for your heartache, but maybe it can relieve u a bit. But it relieves me anyway.

JANGAN BERPUTUS ASA DGN RAHMAT ALLAH

Kenape ALLAH temukan kita dengan org y salah ♥

by Sebutir Mutiara Seindah Wanita on Saturday, August 28, 2010 at 4:39pm

Memang sakit bila cinta yg kita dambakan selama ini tak dihargai oleh insan yg bernama kekasih,apatah lagi kita dibuang begitu saja... tapi,itulah juga petanda terbaik untuk diri dan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang.

1. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukur kita pada ketentuanNYA.

2. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.

3. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.

4. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.

5. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...

6. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.

7. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.

8. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.

9. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.

Wahai sahabat yg kecewa,menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawa kehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya.

Hari esok pun kita sendiri tak pasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakan suruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..

PERCAYALAH sesungguhnya ALLAH malu untuk menolak permintaan hambaNYA yg menadah tangan meminta dengan penuh pengharapan HANYA kepadaNYA..

Jangan berputus asa dengan RAHMAT ALLAH

should i let u go?

should i?? or shouldn't i??

it's been long since i last heard...

and we become apart...

may be it's time to let you go...

or for you to let me go...

turn over a new leaf

21 Ramadhan 1431H

Alhamdulillah...dah sampai 10 mlm terakhir..dan aku berdoa semoga aku dapat menempuh ramadhan dan berpuasa dan beribadat dgn sempurna hingga ke penghujung.amin ya rabb..

2,3bulan kebelakangan ni hidup aku dirasakan sgt kosong & helpless atas sebab2 yg tak perlu dikongsi di sini, tapi kedatangan Ramadhan kali ni (dgn izin Allah) bagai membawa satu harapan dan sinar buat aku. Aku rasa tenang. Yang plg ketara aku dapat rasa aku jadi orang yang sgt penyabar...ok..ok...rephrase...penyabar je...nak dpt SGT penyabar tu mungkin jauh lagi kot..tapi tak mustahil kan.

Dulu selalu aku keluarkan kata2 kesat (bkn mencarut ye) kalau orang buli aku atas jln ataupun klau ada kereta yang bawa terhegeh2...mmg kena seranah laa dgn aku. Tapi sekarang aku lebih cool...yes...i'm cool babe!!hehe..tapi klau melampau sangat..memang mengomel gak aku...tapi terkawal..

Hmm..aku selalu naik angin dgn pt kat klinik. Tapi skrg ni..aku jadi badmood klau dengar kawan2 aku marah2 dgn pt. I think they don't deserve to be treated like that. cuba bayangkan klau mak kita g klinik sorang2 dan terkial2 lepas tu kita tengok ada orang marah mak kita, kita bengang tak??sebelum ni aku byk turutkan nafsu amarah aku...apa yg aku dapat...penat...+dosa..insyaAllah...lepas Ramadhan ni aku berazam jadi orang yg penyabar....agar diredhai Allah...insyaAllah.

Tapi agak terkilan sbb setiap malam berazam nak Qiamullail, tapi sbb kepenatan bekerja, tersasar je..sedih! Akan usaha lagi.

Oh ya..sekarang ni aku kerja 7.30am-4.30pm, jadi aku akan keluar awal. Yg paling aku suka, bila pagi2 tu buka IKIM.fm ada tafsir al-Quran bersama ustaz zahazan. mmg berkesan di hati. cara dia ckp cool je.aku suka.. kalau ustaz yang gaya cakap bertempik2 & kutuk orang sana sini, aku tak minat sangat. aku nak menjadi orang yg tenang sekarang. Usaha tangga kejayaan.

Apapun kepada semua yang membaca, didoakan Ramadhan ni kita beroleh sesuatu yg barakah. Jangan biarkan ramadhan ni berlalu begitu saja. Rebutlah segala kelebihan yang dijanjikan Allah. Nasihat untuk diri saya sendiri yang selalu lalai ini juga.