Been miserable these few months due to something that aren't going according to what i had wished it would be..hmm..the mourn n denial phase are gone, so i'm back with a good energy *wink*...past is past, tomorrow is always a new day to look ahead and i will enjoy today like it's a gift as we are still given the chance to live it (wow...never thought i would sound so positive...i like the new me)..i love the way some of the people that i know whose always put things or turn everything into a positive way...envy them!!
I always have these things in my mind..what i want to do, what i want to be. So now i want to list down few important things that i want to do/have before i turn 30, which is going to be in less than 2 years...(yes..when i say turn 30, it's not 01/01/2011 but on 20/09/2011)
Before I turn 30, I want to...
1. Go to Mekah
Maybe it's impossible to go for Haji as I have to take few years for my turn and i haven't registered for it yet. But i really hope i can go for Umrah. Seeing people going there and plus my parents are going there for Haji this year makes me really really really want to visit this Holy land...InsyaAllah...and this is...the top of my list!
2. Build a family
Who doesn't???I really love to be surrounded by a big family and i do hope that i will meet a husband who also has a big family and love to have one too...never miss a prayer for a jodoh every single day :)...this wish share the same top place with the former.
3. Get a promotion
As a government servant, this is out of my hand. All i can do is, pray for it. Amin.
4. Own a house
My dream house would be a house made from woods. Very calm and soothing. Maybe too early to get a dream house at the age of 30, so i would just hunting for a simple house for me to rent out. As an asset for me. Still looking for the location and price, still thinking and thinking and thinking. How i wish money can fall from the sky huhuhuhuhu
5. Change my car
I love my kelisa very much, she's been with me for almost 5 years. She never gave me major problem, but i just want to upgrade to a bigger car. My plan was to have a new car by 28 and get 8228 for the reg number. 82 for the year i was born and 28 for the age i am. May be not my rezeki yet. Nevermind, will give extra effort for that.
That's all for now. Apart from that, i really want to have a good life, be a good muslimah and a good daughter and a good friend.
