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Subhanallah...cantik kan. Macam boleh buat poskad pulak. Kalau pandai cuba teka kat mana?

My little princess!!!

Princess Sarah

Oh i miss my niece, Sarah so much. We had a really good time last week, but already returned home while i was in PD for a course. Huhuhu...I miss her so much. We talked, played, prayed n sang together. It was a really fun time together. She was so cute n 'manja' with me. Because the mastermind of disaster, her big brother was not around hahaha...Oh Sarah...Makngah misses u soooo much! Come back so we can have our little chit chat time n sing song time, i miss when u kiss my cheek, when u acting like putting henna on my nails, when we holding hands together while shopping...Oh!!!Come back!Come back! Hehehe...

This was last year, she was small n sooooo adorable!

Kisah Ikan

Petang tadi hujan lebat, sebenarnya dah 2 hari hujan yg lebat sangat2 time nak balik kerja. Jadi hari ni cepat2 cabut n balik rumah. Stress duk lama2 kat pulau tu huhu...

So i went home, sat in front of tv and browse the info of each channel. I saw TV2 'Pasta'. Mcm menarik je cite ni. Paling aku tertarik  tentang 1 scene dari drama 'Pasta' tu laa...ni kisah masak memasak laa. Towards the end of today's episode, ada scene sorang chef kejar pekerja ja. Apparently, the worker (girl) likes her chef laa (handsome!). Dialog yg menarik perhatian aku sgt2...and sgt comel dan penuh kiasan. Aku tak pernah dgr lagi dialog gini dlm citer Melayu. Aku try cerita balik ek.

Perempuan: Saya ni ikan yang kamu pilih, kamu dah letakkan dalam papan pemotong, kamu mesti masak ia. Kenapa perlu ikan lain??

Lelaki: Kamu bukan ikan yang baru ditangkap, kamu tidak segar lagi. Kalau dicuci bersih2, tiada apa lagi yang tinggal. Hanya sedikit isi dan tulang.

Perempuan: Tidak, saya masih ikan kamu, jika kamu buang saya dari papan pemotongmu, tempat saya seterusnya hanyalah tong sampah. Sob sob sob....

Ayat seterusnya aku tak ingat dah..tapi aku rasa sangat comel laa skrip dia...kan kan kan...

Day 5

Yayyy....i survived 2 days off-rice!But today, i broke the rule, i ate rice...but..but but....3 spoons only!enough laa...and i went for jogging also!only 7 minutes, the rest i just walking around. Too bad they closed the stadium for a bunch of people whose playing football :((...huhu...whyyy???it is supposed to be public stadium...huhu...

Day 3

2 days without rice! and i feel good...no starvation, hallucination hehehe...I feel good...But i still don't have time to exercise...will try harder tomorrow!!!
By the way, i was having a bad day today at work. All i want to do is just escape but i just can't. Hate it!

Day 2

It was raining this morning, and after Subuh prayer, it seemed like being wrapped by my blanket further more exciting than going to work out. It was raining anyway, how am I going to go out (excuse excuse!)
I'll try harder tomorror!

Good morninggggg....

It's been like a gazillion years since i last went to gym or doing any physical activities...:(
Been busy lately, or should i just admit it...LAZY!!!Whoaaa...
OK OK OK...so i decided to start all over again.FYI, i have terminated my gym membership...sob sob...why???because i think it was just a waste of money. I would go like 2-3 times per week, aroud 30-45mins per session then i'll be rushing going home to avoid massive traffic jam and missed my maghrib prayer!
And then came along fasting month (nobody says u cannot work out while u are fasting, i made it up i admit!), then rather then not going to the gym at all for the whole month of August, i just cut the membership!Done!With all the festive season (cookies,,cookies,,,and cakessssss), open houses and my new hobby of finding a good place to eat, the weight gain was just unstoppable. Not just that, i realize my face is getting rounder and rounder that my eyes and nose becoming smaller...and whenever i smile, i can see part of my chin!SCARY!!!Oh, and now i never missed my dinner!!!Horrible!!!!!!!!And i took rice!The whole plate!!

Hmm...So, last week i went to seek for a gym nearby my house but unfortunately it was full (what theeeee.............). So i did what i did best before, go to a sports complex!Just take a brisk walk, step on staircase, feeling the fresh air, eyeing at people...And those were really...make me happy!I will consider that as a pilot episode...not an episode 1...as it was not seriously done!

Then i get this idea, why don't i record all my activities in my blog for my future reference. And maybe U can share the idea with me on how to vary my activities. Maybe we can do this together, it cost a lottttttttt of determination to do this alone. By the way, i forgot to mention on how much weight i gained after 3 months of living a "healthy" lifestyle! 1 scale gave me +3kg, the other scale (claim to be just calibrated) gave me +5kg....~faint~~~~...

This morning, what i did was...
1. Warming up and stretching for 5 mins
2. Fast walking 5 laps (1 lap=400m)
3. Step on staircase 10x (1x=22 steps)
4. Stand and sit on stadium chair (80 chairs)
5. Cooling down for 5 mins

The whole series took me 55mins.

Any suggestion for improvements????? I'll update for my next session of working out!Wish me luck!!!

It's my BIRTHDAY y'alll!!!!

Alhamdulillah...20092011..my last birthday in my 20's...huwaaaaaaaaaa.....
Takpe, a year older should be a year wiser kan!Another year to go before hit 30 and achieve all my dreams...insyaAllah...kena kerja keras lagi ni...terima kasih pada semua yang wish.
Alhamdulillah...terima kasih ya Allah kerana beri hambaMu ini peluang untuk bernafas di muka bumi ni. Semoga sentiasa berada dalam rahmatMu dan dikurniakan keimanan yang teguh. Amin!

Mengimbau kenangan

Malam ni aku naik keretapi buat pertama kalinya dalam 20 tahun (atau lebih). Ramai yang tertanya-tanya apesal laa minah ni nak naik keretapi. Dia kan dah declare diri dia frequent flyer. Hehe...yes...aku tak naik bas...takut!huhu...Sebenarnya pengalaman naik keretapi ni aku ingat tak ingat jugak laa.Dah lama kan. Dulu2 naik dgn arwah maktok n tok ayah aku (my late grandparents), rajin laa bawak cucu2 naik keretapi pergi rumah anak2 di KL. Pengalaman atas keretapi aku tak ingat, tapi aku ingat pengalaman masa tunggu keretapi. Ada sorang kakak datang cubit pipi aku yg gemok time tu n bagi gula2...hahaha....yang tuuuuu...aku ingat!
Malam ni aku ambil bedding punya, katil bawah. Yang 2nd class je...1st class mahal sangat! Depan aku ada sorang amoi Jepun yg cun dgn mak dia. Cool giler travel berdua je dgn mak dia. Oh tidak...aku tak borak dgn dia. Aku overheard (n kepochi gak) dia cakap dgn sorang mamat soleh yg sombong terhadap aku!hehe...Kat luar dah gelap.Masuk hutan mana dah ni aku pun tak pasti. Tapi broadband signal masih biru!!hehe...belum 1 jam pun lagi aku dah rasa mual2 ni...ada 7 jam lebih lagiiiii....OK...till then!!

1 RAMADHAN 1432H

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan tiba lagi, Moga kita semua sentiasa berada dalam limpah rahmatNya, dilapangkan dada, dimudahkan menjalani ibadah di bulan mulia ini.

InsyaAllah.

Hidupku...

Sudah lama aku tak update blog ni, dibiarkan sepi tanpa berita. Banyak perkara yang dah terjadi dan aku lakukan sepanjang masa ni (tentulah kan..hidup mesti diteruskan walaupun tak tulis dalam blog!ahaks)

OK, impian aku nak ke New Zealand dah tercapai...terima kasih kepada ipah & aini...roq juga sebab turut serta menggembirakan kembara kami hehe..pada mak ayah aku juga sebab izinkan aku pergi dan kawan2 sekerja yang cover aku sepanjang 2 minggu aku cuti. Seronok gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...Subhanallah..bumi NZ sangat indah dan tenang.Aku jatuh cinta dengan bumi Allah di sana, dengan orang-orangnya yang...sangat2 baik...mengubah persepsi aku tentang kehidupan..memberi aku inspirasi untuk jadi bersopan santun macam orang NZ.Maaf, overexcited sebab ni pertama kali aku keluar dari kepompong kot. Culture shock but in a good way! Sebelum ni negara luar yang aku pernah pergi cuma, Brunei, Bandung & Phuket yang mana cara hidup & budaya yang tak jauh dari Malaysia. Tapi aku memang akui orang2 di Bandung lebih sopan & hormat orang berbanding orang kat Penang...~~sigh~~

Oh, aku ada buat travelog sepanjang aku kat NZ, sbb aku nak abadikan kenangan aku kat sana selama-lamanya, tak tau bila lagi nak sampai sana kan. Aku memang niat nak post dalam blog ni, tapi takda kerajinan laa pulak huhu...Nantilah bila datang angin rajin, akan ku post kat sini. Dan dalam 1 bulan lepas aku balik sini, Christchurch dilanda gempa bumi yang kuat. Alhamdulillah, kami selamat. Tak terbayang, agaknya kedai DF yang aku beli souvenir kat Chc masih ada atau tak, moga semuanya selamat di sana.

2 minggu lepas aku kembali, adik aku pula bertunang. Ada yang tanya aku soalan yang aku rasa bukan 'cepumas' lagi dah sebab aku memang dah jangka soalan tu akan ditanya. Jawapan aku?? Macam2 jawapan aku bagi, jawapan2 standard yang tak payah aku tulis kat sini. Tapi jawapan dalam hati aku, aku pun tak punya jawapan. Aku cuba untuk cari kebahagiaan dalam hidup aku dan bak kata seorang teman, tak semestinya kebahagiaan tu akan datang dengan sebuah ikatan perkahwinan. Tapi doa aku tak pernah putus, every single day! Ada yang suruh aku banyak2 bersabar...OMG..kenapa pulak??aku bukan menangis meraung pun masa majlis pertunangan tu...relakslah..dapat cincin emas lagiii...hahhaha...suke laaa!!!Apapun, adik aku akan melangsungkan perkahwinan tak lama lagi dan aku harap semuanya akan berjalan lancar dan menempuh hidup berumahtangga yang harmoni dan diredhai..amin! Dan aku akan bersedia dengan soalan "Adik sudah, kakak bila lagi??"..Hmm..tanyalah..tanya..silakan..mana tau ada yang berkenan nak buat menantu ke..haha..

Kerja? Aku menanggung tugas seorang pegawai yang cuti bersalin 3 bulan jadi sejak aku balik bercuti dari NZ aku memang tak cuti lagi. Rasa macam nak lari bercuti je bila dia naik kerja balik. Kerja kadang2 jadi sangat stressful, kadang2 rasa nak buat sesuatu yang gila..macam berhenti kerja dan buat sesuatu yang totally crazy! But sad to say, i don't know whether i have the courage to quit my job or not...haha..Tapi kadang2 rasa enjoy dengan kerja aku sebab aku jumpa manusia from all walks of life. Rasa puas hati bila dapat membantu patients ni semua. Tapi kadang2 juga, I feel bad sebab naik angin dengan patient, tapi aku hanya manusia and I can't deal with stress very well..huhu...

Sebenarnya aku adalah penulis diari yang tegar sejak zaman sekolah, tapi sejak pindah ke PGH hidup jadi sibuk dan penat jadi diari dah berkubur dengan tarikh terakhir 2008. I keep all my emotions in my heart. Blog juga boleh jadi seperti diari tapi sebab akan ada orang lain yang membaca (walaupun aku tak pasti ada yang membaca atau tak sebab takde siapa yang komen apa2), jadi aku tak bolehla nak luahkan semua kat sini. I really miss my diary, i donno where i kept it..huhu...

Ok,,,till then...

p/s: Comment please, so i know you are reading, it'll keep me motivated! Thanks!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK, AYAH!!!

Dear friends,

today is my mak's birthday! Her 65th. I wish she will always be blessed by Allah and always forever in good health so that she can always be around us..amin.

And Happy Belated 59th birthday to my Ayah too!!His birthday was on 24th march 1952.

Mom, I wish you a very Happy Birthday

Hope you'll have a great day today

If I can have my say

I'll make you the happiest mother everyday

But alas, all I can do is pray

That God looks after you in His own way

As for your special day today

I wish in good health and spirit you'll stay

Ever since my life began,
I realized that "You da man!"
I saw your wisdom, your courage too,
And I learned I could rely on you.

Your tolerant nature was really great;
Nevertheless, you'd not hesitate
To let me know when I'd been bad;
It must have been hard, but that's being a dad.

You're strong and smart and filled with love--
A gift to me from up above,
So here's a greeting from your biggest fan:
Happy Birthday, Dad, 'cause "You da man!"

I LOVE U BOTH, I DO, I REALLY DO!!