TRANSFORMERS: revenge of the fallen

really looking fwd to watch this movie.waaa...sapa nak teman aku.i want to consider myself as transformers' fan.even though i cant remember all the autobots' names in this movie.hehehe...i really bad in names...forgive me.
i watched transformers 1 and it was awsome.can't wait to watch the sequel despite the bad reviews of it.
ingat tak masa kecik2 dulu this cartoon was so famous along with thundercat, jam & 1 more ape ek aku dah lupa laa...huhu..takde sape ke nak wat thundercat the movie.dgn harimau dia yg siang2 jadi kucing lentok tu...alahaiii...kiutnye.
masa dulu aku ada bag transformers tau.jgn taktau...selipar pun cop transformers
pastu klau beli cekelat ape tah..klau kumpul2 sticker leh dpt robot transformers.tapi aku tak kumpul pun...dah mak ayah jarang beli cekelat tu.huhuhuu...
ape pun..nnti aku dah tgk cite ni aku akan review kat cni ok!!

sasyang adha

kisah ni aku duk terngiang2 smpai sekarang.begitu pilu & sayu smpai aku rasa nak menitik airmata ni.ia menyedarkan aku betapa bertuahnya aku hidup di dunia dikelilingi org2 yg sempurna & menyayangi aku.betapa aku bertuah dilahirkan sihat & adik2 & anak sedara aku sihat2 semuanya.mengajar aku agar jgn buat tanggapan yg salah pada org2 yang dlm kadang2 agak annoying.pasti ada sebabnya dia jadi annoying.

kisahnya, rabu lepas aku duty kat refraction room.dpt 1 kes ni, baby with hydrocephalus..to do RA.mcm lain2 pesakit aku yg masuk & keluar tnpa ada apa2 perasaan di jiwa aku..aku pun panggil dia.chupp...sblm dia masuk, ibu kepada baby ni masuk dulu.muka dia agak annoying request kitorg check baby dia dulu.selalu baby mmg priority lah..tapi masa tu dia baru sampai & kad pun lum register dah hegeh nak masuk kan..bengang gak arr.tapi as human, aku pun tolong.masa tu tak recall lagi ape benda hydrocephalus.

dpt je kad pesakit ni aku pun panggil.mak dia sorong dgn baby stroller.aku jenguk tgk,Ya Allah, Subhanallah...
masa tu aku terkedu kejap.ok..patutlaa mak dia insist nak masuk dulu.so aku pun mula faham, mak dia pun agak miserable gak.kesian tau.

ok..pada yg tak tau, ni lah keadaan baby with hydrocephalus.it is due to obstuction in cerebrospinal fluid pathway.jadi the fluid akan berkumpul menyebabkan kepala dia besar.unfortunately, the prognosis & life expectant are very low.

the baby's name was adha, a girl.a very cute girl.she reminds me of sarah.her smile.her giggles.her hand waves.just like sarah.masa tu aku terfikir...bertuahnya kakak aku anak2 dia dilahirkan sempurna.

sepanjang aku keje kat hospital, dah mcm2 kes aku jumpa.tapi yang ini paling meruntun hati aku.nape???sbb selalu aku jumpa bayi yg kurang sempurna tak kira lah apa pun impairment yg dia ada..pesakit2 ni mcm x respon sgt dgn dunia.diorg seperti hidup dlm dunia sendiri.mmg laa sedih tapi sekurang2nya dia tak mengerti apa yg dialami.tapi dlm kes baby adha ni, dia seolah2 faham dgn sekeliling dia.aku cuit2 dia, dia gelak.aku pangggil nama, dia senyum.aku acah2 dia, dia gawang2 tangan.kalau tak sebab aku tgh keje, pasti aku dah nangis.aku tanya mak dia, anak ke berapa??jwbnya...sulung.waaa...nak nangis.bayangkan anak sulung anda..yg anda harap2kan..yg anda tunggu2...aku tak dpt bayangkan.adha was so cute & bright.her mom was only 28..still young.berat dugaan yg dia hadapi.ulang alik dari sg petani ke penang.jauh.pakai byk duit.

baby adha, u gave me inspiration to be a better person.i really hope to see u again soon.thank u.

poor connection

dah lama aku nak update.byk cite nak dicitekan..tapi taip2 kali nak connect...ada je masalahnye...nyampah tau.
ni dah tak best dah nak cite sbb dah tak semangat sgt nak cite.huhuhu...

breaking news!!

it was 6.30am.i was driving to work.feed my ears with flyfm when phat fabes announced the death of famous MJ.i was shocked.out of a sudden.

i'm not a fan of MJ but i love his songs.top of the rank is Black & White.i was so amazed by the video clip, fascinating!!

today, the whole day,all radio station played a tribute to michael jackson, king of Pop.when i came back at home, E!, mtv,channel V, CNN all of the did the same.

lately all we heard about MJ were only the bad things.this & that..but it's nice to hear only the good thing about him once he's gone.what ever he had done, michael jackson is undeniably the best & mos famous singer of the century.u can go all over the world asking people who is MJ & u'll get the correct answer.

MJ, may u RIP.

welcome back my darlings!!

cuti sekolah dah lama habis.sbb mummy budak2 ni mula semester baru esok..jadi dia ngan daddy budak2 ni dtg laa hantar budak2 ni balik 'asrama'..hehehehe...jadi bermulalah kmbali episod idup aku yg bizi.maaflaa pada sape2 yg call/sms aku x jawab tu.henfon tinggal dlm bilik je..tgk...org2 tua je yg pulun senyum.yg budak2 kecik ni sume jerit je.


ni laa adam.ni berapa kali cubaan nak snap pun tak tau laa..satu2nya gambar yg dia tgk kamera.ensem dak anak aku??hehehe..
last friday diorg balik penang.pastu semalam daddy mummy dah balik KL masa adam & sarah tido.amik bas mlm.pastu kan sayu je..pagi tadi masa adam bangun tido(adam tido bilik maktok & tok ayah)..dia kuar dr bilik.slow2 je jln..dia jenguk2 ke belakang umah.dia diam je..tak nangis pun.pastu dia terus jln masuk bilik mummy daddy.tgk2 takde org..dia dah tau dia kena tinggal..tapi dia tak nangis..diam2 je masuk dlm khemah yg daddy beli.duk diam2 dlm tu...nak bersendiri laa konon.alaa...sayu je kitorg tgk.dulu dia takde memori lagi kot...so cool je..skrg ni dah cerdik..takpelah adam...makngah kan ada.
oh!!aku aje ke yg beriya2 senyum.adudududu...
budak kicik ni dah pandai mengesot.merata2 laa dia jln.sgt obses sama itu astro punya remote.tibe2 je makngah duk tgk2 tv kuar guide laa..menu laa...sarah punye keje laa tu.bagi remote tv yg rosak taknak...pandai dah budak kicik niii...ni gambar bulan lepas.3 minggu sarah balik puchong...lain dah muka dia..makin kiut & berat!!huhu...tak larat laa nak dukung.dah laa attention seeker..nak org sentiasa ada kat tepi dia.tapi ape pun...sayang gakkk!!!!!

dah lama tak update blog ni.ada lagi ke org baca??takde sape bagi komen pun.huhu...tak mendapat tempat di hati peminat rupanya blog ku ini.

ok...sok keje..dah laa sakit gigi ni...adehhhh!!!

moga tabah menghadapi MONDAY blues!!

i hope it will be over soon

hari yg letih lagi meletihkan.ok...for the 1st time in my history as gov opto..ni lah saatnya aku rasa sgt penat bekerja.sgt gigih.cayalah semah!!!!!!hehe...jadi saya sgt penat dan tak larat rasanye nak upload photos of my moderate vacation.weekend ni lah.insyaAllah...

i hate school holidays...why??well...obviously bcoz i'm not a student anymore & i dont get to have a holiday when everyone else on holiday..u get me???
i hate it bcoz:
i) everybody wants to go to hospital during SH, the clinic get crowded, increasing workload & it drives me crazieeee & wild...!!!but work is work..aku terima dgn ati yg terbuka..meh laa...meh...
ii) penang bridge will become congested with all the vehicles that came from God knows where....owh!!!kan best kalau ada driver...hehehehehe...tp nk bayar tol pun dah garu kepala...ni kan nak upah driver...terus botak kepala...hahahaha...
iii) i can handle those 2 reasons above..but this particular 1...hard to handle...i miss my 2 babies very much laa...huwaaaa....tapi kakak aku ada xtra cuti 1 minggu pas cuti sekolah so adam & sarah balik minggu depan depan lagi...aduhhh....bila ada rasa mcm cepat2laa budak2 ni balik...bila takde...duk termimpi2 pulak.

oklah...nak titon...tata titi tutu

update dah ni

haiiiiii.......miss U n U n U n U n Uuuuuuuu...
ada few requests from friends for to update the blog.
alaa...sori morry laaa...i'm sooooo bz...
past few days...or shud i say weeks...many things had happened.so sgt letih & sgt penat laa..
esok keja lagi nih after 5 days off!!waaa...tp nape aku off sampai 5 days??haa...nnti aku citer.
tapi ape yg aku nak bgtau...aku sgt penat tp i've rewarded myself with a simple yet nice vacation & a new handbag from baby phat!!!!!!wow...jadi minah kimora dah aku...cayalah..agak berhabis laa aku beli handbag tu tapi aku puas!!!fabulous...fabulous...ewah...fabulousity laa katakan.
eh...i miss adam & sarah soooooo much.
note:kak...if u read this..pls return my babies a.s.a.p...rindu dendam dah ni weyyy....