The truth is hurting!

Sometimes, i rather not knowing than know but then it hurts me! But i'm just a normal person who full with curiosity. I know we can't trust everything on the net, but sometimes that is what we hold to. A fragile info. I am hurt. Really really hurt. But sometimes i thought, maybe that's the answer to my prayer. Allah know what is the best for me. And i'm glad that i know the truth in Ramadhan, so that i can face this thing calmly. With tears of course, but very calm. Very rational, not emotional. Will try very hard to get rid of this thing out of my head. Sometimes i think i want to shut down my FB, because too many info on people's happiness are killing me. I don't want to know.